Fifteen: Sean, the Cute Freshman Soccer Player (Bi / Gay Story - Part 4)

At 13, a day after I admitted to myself I was gay, I decided the best way to cope with it was to NEVER tell anyone.

About 18 months later I started wondering who else at my high school might be keeping the same secret.  I couldn't be the only closeted guy there, could I?

I was determined to find others.  A friend, at least.

I focused on one (cute) guy in particular - and I had a full-proof plan to find out if he was gay - with absolutely no risk to myself.