A few days ago a woman asked for my opinion about her bisexual boyfriend's desire to hook-up with other men. Because I'm definitely more attracted to men than women, I thought she (and other women) would benefit by hearing responses from a variety of men. Please read what she said and then take a minute to answer her questions in the comment box below. Thank you!
I am a very open-minded bisexual woman. Sexually I am very
experienced and really enjoy swinging with my boyfriend and couples.
My boyfriend is also bisexual. He often goes to a nearby park to have sex
with other men. They meet each other in the bushes and play. I
encourage him to be himself, because I believe that is the only way to have a
true, loving relationship with another person. My boyfriend tells me about it
and says that it's just an urge he has sometimes and it has
nothing to do with our relationship.
He is usually a bottom with
men in these situations and he tells me that he is usually just sucking
cock and jerking off. He says is is always safe and can be there for 3
or 4 hours and cum multiple times.
I've done a lot of searching
on the web to find some advice on how to handle my feelings about this.
On one hand I am so glad that he shares this with me and feels free to
talk to me about anything.
On the other hand, I feel like he is going
out to get something he can get at home. I also don't understand what
is so exciting about going to a park and sucking many guys' cocks. Also,
I can't compete with them, I don't have a cock, so I feel like there is some
way I can't satisfy him. He tells me that I am the best and most
exciting sex partner he's ever had, but still insists on going to the
cruising spot.
I understand that men and women think differently
about sex. I found something today, written by a bisexual man, that came closer to explaining it better than
I've ever heard before: "I still remember what was in my
head as I made dates to meet men. I remember what it's like to enjoy raw
masculine sex. I know the mindset. I know how to handle the guilt. And
most importantly, when the connection was good I felt like a much more
complete man."
I would have loved if this guy had said more about this, but he didn't, so now I have unanswered questions for you:
How is sex with men different than sex with women?
How is sex with men more exciting than sex with me?
Why can't he cum that many times with me? We have sex a max of 2x a day.
Can anyone explain more about the 'mindset'?
Is he addicted to this behavior?
Will he ever stop?
How should I feel about it? I want to be accepting, but emotionally it hurts.
I'd
appreciate any real advice especially from straight men that do
this sort of thing. I don't judge and would love to get your input.
Thanks.