In my last post I wrote about a bisexual woman who is questioning her bisexual boyfriend's hook-up habit. He likes to spend hours at a local park giving blow jobs to strangers.
Although she believes it's important to give him the freedom to explore and enjoy his sexuality, she can't help but notice that the intensity and frequency of sex he has with men is much greater than what they have together. That's left her wondering, "Why is sex with men so much better than sex with me?"
After telling her story, she asked seven questions that she hoped would help her understand why her boyfriend loves hooking-up with men so much. Those questions were:
How is sex with men different than sex with women?
How is sex with men more exciting than sex with me?
Why can't he cum that many times with me? We have sex a max of 2x a day.
Can anyone explain more about the 'mindset'?
Is he addicted to this behavior?
Will he ever stop?
How should I feel about it? I want to be accepting, but emotionally it hurts.
I thought she'd get some great answers from readers, and she did, but they weren't the kind of answers she was expecting. Nearly every comment focused on the dangers of her boyfriend's behavior and not on his motivation for taking such big risks. She knows unprotected sex, even oral sex, is dangerous. What she can't understand is why he seems to desire hook-up sex with men much more intently than he desires meaningful sex with her. The dangers make his behavior all the more baffling. As a couple they have regular, terrific sex. Why does he need to seek-out anonymous sex in a park??
I'm sure others can provide better answers than I can, but here's my two cents:
How is sex with men different than sex with women?
Sex with men is primal. It's a very physical experience where getting hot and sweaty bathes both your body and your psyche in a hyper-masculine aura. As you absorb your partner's male energy from the outside in, it enhances your masculinity in a way that sex with a woman can't.
Connecting with a woman is very different. It's much more an emotional experience than a primal one. Great sex with a woman is sensual and, unlike sex with a man, warms from the inside out. It feels right to be open and vulnerable with a woman whereas sex with a man is about strength and power.
How is sex with men more exciting than sex with me?
For a truly bisexual man, exciting sex is not dictated by gender, but by the partner and the circumstances.
Sex with someone new has the potential to be much more exciting than sex with someone you've been with for a while. The element of the unknown makes every move, counter-move, reaction and counter-reaction invigorating and exciting. Sex with someone you've been with for a while tends to follow a more predictable pattern and therefore is less exciting.
Hooking up in a public park adds an adrenaline boost to sex because of the possibility of getting caught. That danger makes the encounters fast, furious and all the more primal. Also, there's a predatory thrill that comes from nailing a complete stranger. You see him, you want him, you seduce him, and you bring him to an earth-shattering orgasm. It's quick, edgy and very exciting.
Why can't he cum that many times with me? We have sex a max of 2x a day.
A man's ability to cum multiple times is mostly a factor of two things. One is age. When we're young, the blood flows quickly and the refractory time (the recovery period after orgasm) is very short. An 18 year old can easily cum 5 or 6 times in a matter of minutes, if so inspired. Most 25 year olds might be able to cum 3 or 4 times in less than an hour. As we age, we generally take longer and have fewer orgasms per session.
The other factor that affects a man's ability to cum multiple times is how excited we are. Give us a parade of new and different partners to fuck and we can easily cum several more times in an hour than we normally could with one person. Even someone we really like.
Can anyone explain more about the 'mindset'?
The mindset is a man's primal need to feed his masculinity, strength and power through sex with men. Sex with women does not satisfy the same primal need.
Is he addicted to this behavior?
It's hard to know without talking to him. Many men love hook-ups and focus on making them happen their entire lives. Most men, however, eventually get bored with the same kind of hook-ups. The length of time it takes for a man to get bored varies. Some might get bored by the third time, others might not get bored for decades.
Given the intensity with which your boyfriend is pursuing these hook-ups, it doesn't seem likely that he'll change his behavior anytime soon. However, an arrest or catching a sexually transmitted disease might change his attitude very quickly.
Will he ever stop?
Some day, maybe. Based on what you've said, it seems unlikely to be soon.
How should I feel about it? I want to be accepting, but emotionally it hurts.
Your boyfriend wants the freedom to hook-up as much as he likes and he wants you to be understanding of that habit. What you can't forget is that your relationship is one of equals. His happiness is no more important than yours.
It appears that you haven't been entirely honest with him about your feelings. While it's relationship-appropriate to be open-minded and supportive, it's also possible to be too accommodating. There's a fine line between being supportive and being a doormat and it's not always obvious where that line is. In my opinion, you've crossed it.
My advice is to have a heart-to-heart conversation with him. Tell him how you feel and see how he reacts. If he makes little or no effort to address your concerns that's proof that the hook-ups are more important to him than you are. Alternatively, if he's willing to stop the hook-ups, that's proof that he really does care about you.
There are a lot of great men out there who would love to have a fun, open-minded bisexual girlfriend. You should be with someone who genuinely values you as a person and not as a doormat. Both you and your boyfriend need to remember that "actions count more than words."
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Those are my answers to the girlfriend's questions. I think most people would agree with most of what I've said.
The interesting part, and the part that I've never really discussed with anyone, is what it feels like to have good sex with an anonymous man versus having good sex with the woman you love. I'd be grateful if ya'll could add your own explanation of the difference in the comment box below. Maybe I'm way off on the primal-thing or on outside-in vs. inside-out? Basically, I'd like to know whether I'm a freak or not.
Thanks for reading!